Some people in the same boat as me may have been advised to keep a Gratitude Diary, Each day write down something you are grateful for.
When this was first suggested to me about three years ago I laughed. If I can hardly get out of bed how do you expect me to write down something in a book?
After perhaps the 8th time I had it suggested to me I finally
gave in (? I dont think my wording is right) decided they were perhaps not as stupid as I had previously thought and decided to give it ago.
On Good Days:
I would write down my love of nature and how happy I was that I was alive and healthy to be able to experience it
On Bad Days:
I couldn’t even find the strength to be happy that the sun was shining.
Pathetic Days that take away everything if you let it.
But I decided that I cant let that be my life.
I have plans, and since I have told them to you I must now go out and achieve them to the best of my ability.
Every Few Months I have that moment where I decide I want to change and turn over a new leaf to be a better person… but seriously if you have read even about 10 of my posts I think at least 2 of them will have soemthing to do with getting better and the rest about how I got lazy.
Lazy is the best word. I was able to keep going and I just gave up.
I think this a path that I will go on until that one time that I decide to change just like, and maybe this time will be the one that sticks.
and Until then I am going to keep trying.
Today I am Grateful That I Have The Ability To Change.
‘ I will change “Someday”‘
Someday isn’t a day of the week. there are seven days of the week, and “Someday” or “One day” aren’t one of them.